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Name: Kristen
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Metro: Mississauga
Gender: Female


Interests: Music - Clarinet, Sax, Jazz, The Beatles; Outdoors - Beach, Swimming, Rollerblading, Skating, Skiing; Museum; Traveling; Cultures; Religion
Expertise: Music and Teaching? I suppose...
Occupation: Music Teacher
Industry: Education, Arts


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Member Since: 5/31/2004

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Monday, July 06, 2009

Done with Firefighter

So Firefighter said he doesn't feel a connection with me. It's good to know now than later. Of course I'm disapointed, cuz it's hard enought to find someone I'm attracted to and is also a Baptist Christian and has so much in common... arrhh well can't blame him. It's me. I get nervous and can't act like myself when I'm with someone I'm attracted to, it's hard for the other party to get to know who I am.

Thanks for occupying my Canada Day, if it wasn't because of you I would have been thinking about Mr. Irish a lot. I guess I kinda used you too? in a way?

Btw, Mr. Irish texts me on July 3, the day we went out for our first date last year. Like... WHY... why does he do that?


Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Canada Day!!!

I received my first text message from Mr. Irish on last year's Canada Day at around 10pm:

"Sitting on the beach watching fireworks thinking of you. Wanna go out for a dinner some time this week?"

And that's how it started.

This year... I went out on a first date with a Firefighter last night!!! He's also a baptist Christian and seems like we're on the same page on our spiritual journey. I think last night went pretty well although I was a bit nervous. I just received a message from him about meeting up for lunch tomorrow.

Let's see if this is how things start this year =)


Monday, June 29, 2009

My Graduation SUCKS

I thought my UofT Graduation was bad, I can't believe this is WORSE. Only my mom and grandma could come, not even my sister. I spend a night teaching my mom how to use the camera... and she still couldn't even get 1 single shot of me! Don't exactly wanna blame her, but WHAT THE FUCK?!!!!! What's the point of even going to this graduation.

Yes. I don't even have 1 single picture of myself. I don't even have a friend who could come, or at least someone who knows how to use a freaking digital camera. What the hell is wrong with me that no one could celebrate this important moment of my life. I picked a nice dress got up early to wash my hair put make up on... I just want to look nice for my day. But what's the point, nobody was there, and I couldn't even have a picture to capture my important moment.

Sorry about the language I use. But I'm absolutely FUCKING ANGRY, DISAPPOINTED, FRUSTRATED and I have nobody to blame other than myself.

FUCK MY LIFE.


Saturday, June 27, 2009

So it had been a year since I met Mr. Irish. I'll always remember... hmmm no matter what happens between us, or, may be there wont' be anything happening between us anymore, but there'll always be a dear spot for him in my heart, at least for another while =)

A year had gone by so quickly.. thinking about who I was last year and who I am today... I can't believe it! I'm done school and I'm a certified teacher now! What's next? lotsa possibilities.....


Friday, June 12, 2009

So I'm a Certified Teacher now, what an accomplishment. I've been through so much in the past 10 months, the depression during the strike was no jokes. I've learned to be thankful for that to happen though, because I've learned so much more about myself. I've really really gown a lot this year. I've definitely dedicated my heart and soul into all of my studies and teaching placements. I've learned what's education really about, and what my life is really about.

Thinking back to 2 years ago when I graduated from my Music Degree... it really didn't mean that much to me. I almost felt like I was just glad that I was done. However, I still remember how miserable it was on my convocation... only my mom, grandma and sister came, and... it almost started raining. It gets me really really jealous when others have a crowd of friends taking pictures with them.

Teachers College means so much more to me. Sometimes I feel like perhaps I had been taking it TOO SERIOUSLY that I got myself miserable. But I also know it does take that much strength to get there. Everybody in my class had been telling me I am strong, even just from the way I sang and played the piano for my song. I started swimming again today, I remember how I pushed myself to "feel better" from my depression, from swimming everyday in January.

I just joined a 3 month membership at Rivergrove today, because I have to feel better about myself again.



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