So Firefighter said he doesn't feel a connection with me. It's good to know now than later. Of course I'm disapointed, cuz it's hard enought to find someone I'm attracted to and is also a Baptist Christian and has so much in common... arrhh well can't blame him. It's me. I get nervous and can't act like myself when I'm with someone I'm attracted to, it's hard for the other party to get to know who I am.

Thanks for occupying my Canada Day, if it wasn't because of you I would have been thinking about Mr. Irish a lot. I guess I kinda used you too? in a way?

Btw, Mr. Irish texts me on July 3, the day we went out for our first date last year. Like... WHY... why does he do that?